WOAH I managed to get back onto my account!
I was bored yesturday so I started thinking about this journal, and after many attempts as remembering the password and email address, I FINALLY GOT IN.
*yaaary*
Well LOADS has happened, for a start I've started to get out more. No more days of being stuck inside with the computer! I've got a new boyfriend for a start - Laurie.
OOOohmy, he is GOORGUS! xD
We've been going out for about 3 months now. Also, I doubt you will believe it but Amy is now one of my best friends! Yeah..*Whistle*
We started talking at Jack's house party about January, and she just started saying how she'd mucked up our friendship and everyone elses, and I had a moan as well and in the end we were sort of crying and hugging each other.
So alls good- ish.
Nadine's gone. 









She left me. I couldn't belive it when she came round in her mohair sweater on a snowy December evening- tears pouring down her face.
She said that some guy had gotten her
msn address, and she thought it was Ashley (a guy in my class). It turns out her Dad saw everything that he wrote, and he wrote really bad stuff like calling her a slag and stuff..Then her Dad says she was going to move schools.
She sat on my bed, fumbling with my teddy, as if she wished she was a child again.
"I'm moving schools, Caz." She mumbled, and I felt as if the tightest buckle around my stomach had been released.
"What! Is that all! I can still see you every weekend or-"
"-And to Scotland."
"What?!" I shouted standing up, making her jump. I felt the bucket re-tighten around my waist, so hard that I couldn't breathe.
"I know! It's really bad! You won't be able to come and see me either because the train fair is like 80 pounds..." And she told me everything that happened, crying a little on my shoulder. I had my arm around her, but I felt so empty.
Nadine's been my best friend for years, we've had are arguments but underneath it I've still loved her to pieces.
It was like going to a funeral, I dressed my best and met Nadine just as she was about to leave. She sighed, squeezing my hand as she looked up at her house.
"I'm going to miss ya', carina," She said, and we hugged for one last time and then she drove off in her jam-packed car with her care-less parents grinning smugly in the front.
She looked back over the window and waved, as she went on to live another life.
Afterwards I felt so ... empty. Becca and Hannah were still my friends of course, but they could never seem to make me laugh the way Nadine did, or cheer me up the way she did.
But hey, we still keep in touch.
I'm still livin' mah lyfe, with wonderful friends. I've also taken up a new hobby- Kick Boxing

It's like reeeally satisfying- just to let your anger out and punch the crap out of someone.
Hmmnmnmnm, well thats it really.
I hope your life's still good
_.;*xox{ Caz }xox*;._